Thursday, August 23, 2007
*sigh.
i feel so demotivated. this weekend we will be having the 3 on 3 floorball carnival. and our registered 4-man team is now down to 2.
now that its confirmed and the money been paid, my dear fickle friend finally decided not to join us. and i just received an sms from another saying that she is going for some mouth surgery today and if she were to be advised from the doctor, she will not play. only the captain is still all the way out for it.
im not angry. just a wee bit upset and disappointed. at the same time, demotivated. i should have been informed of a confirmed answer earlier. and the surgery should have been made known way earlier too.
im not blaming them. instead i blame myself. i shouldnt have asked them when they had said once that they are not going to involve themselves into the floorball world again.
urgh. perhaps if everythings not going on fine then i shall have to pull the team out from the comp. its so damn bloody upsetting. really.
this is occupying too much of the space in my head that i cant think of anything else for now. i just hope for 24th and 25th to pass on quickly.
and then everything will be over.
1:14 PM
 shazzy
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