Tuesday, February 20, 2007
sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it'd be
if he had loved me, truly loved me
yes i learnt awhile ago that kind of thing, it never happens for me
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that you never let them see you sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep
lord knows its killing me
so i put on my make up, put a smile on my face
and if anyone asks me, everything is okay
im laughing coz' no one knows the joke is on me
coz im dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face
sometimes I sit at home by the phone
hoping he might call me but he dont call me
but then I realize dreams come true arent for girls like me, not like me
and so I go around with my head up like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends, im into other things
cuz you never let them see you sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep
lord knows its killing me
its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes it's hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me
im not about to sit around let myself go
9:53 PM
 shazzy
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