Thursday, January 4, 2007
look at the time. and what the hell am i doing now online? am feeling rather helpless. am out of ideas of where to go. while waiting for leave approval, we are actually still trying to decide which part of US would be a good place. yuana has vegas in mind. and to prove my hopeless knowledge in geography, i actually had paris in mine. for heaven's sake, paris is in europe. gawd. i just suck at it. okay, and so i was checking out prices of hotels in vegas. and where else. i dont know! im having a major problem here. can anyone please try and get me excited over any city there. i seem not to be so excited anymore as i dont know where i want to go. all i know is i want to get there. but where? ideas please. or i might lose my enthusiasm. like anytime. lol. its really nice to have sisters who care but some just gets worried shit about you not having a relationship, behaving just like those old fashioned moms trying to marry off their single daughters to some men out there they think deserves to be their son-in-law. for heaven's sake, kak lin. can you have someone much younger than the 4-years-younger-than-my-mom cousin of yours? before anything adds on to her wild ideas, can someone just lend me yourself and pretend to share my world please? lol. having a significant other is important. and though i dont have any, it doesnt mean im not happy. and though im happy, doesnt mean i dont want to have any. im waiting and if im fated to live life alone, so be it. i can and have lived without it. so what's the problem? whatever it is, i would rather have someone who loves me than having someone whom i love but doesnt. life is funny. funny is good.
4:27 AM
 shazzy
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