Tuesday, December 26, 2006
you know. there are people who try to hide things they dont want us to know and sometimes they try too hard that they actually spill the beans themselves. when you want to keep something secret, keep it to yourself. you think by blogging about it in an indirect manner, people wont be able to guess it. you are wrong. there are people who may seem like they dont care when they actually do. and so they pretend not to and make use of all the sources they can find to actually come up to a conclusion. do not be surprised when they figure it out. hah. okay. im still in a state of shock. i shall take my time to adapt to it. anyway. another whole different story. i knew it. i knew earlier on that you are that typical selfish kind who makes use of me. you only find me when there is no one else to turn to. you only turn to me when no one trusts you. not that i do. you only cry to me when no one cares to listen. you yearn for sympathy. and you knew i would try to be there for you no matter what. and now i see you are having the hell of a good life. did you find me? no. i knew it would result to this but i refuse to take it all to heart. and what the hell did it get me? nothing. thats why some people say... it doesnt pay to be nice. damn you.
get out of my life.
1:01 AM
 shazzy
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