Wednesday, November 1, 2006
today, the 1st day of the new month marks the date where i am gonna start doing something to hopefully improve my life. and zwee is so gonna help me with it. you promised! lol. and im so gonna make sure i do it. anyways. 1st november 2006. happy 13th birthday the most vain but loving person in the family, my dearest brother shazran! age has definitely turned him more irritating than he ever was but never bit changed his sense of compassion. thats why all of us love him soo much. abang! will get you your birthday prezzie soon ok. loves. my monthly pay disappeared within 5 days! where the hell is it! tsktsk. ouh. and as at 31st oct. happy birthday to lina. anyways. i've been a little too emo these days i dunno why. and. i happen to receive this too. "The current of emotion is so strong that you feel as if you might get pulled under. Do something that makes you feel grounded. Talk with a family member or hole up at home until you have it under control." yes. i am very emo. lol. been emo to some friends. count yourself lucky if you're not one of them. been feeling so upset and ultimately disappointed about things that wasnt even necessary. but somehow i couldnt help myself. i feel so left out of circles i thought i was part of. work has indeed made me lose myself for a moment but i didnt mean to totally detach myself. i am still so upset everything now. i know im being too sensitive. i admit i am and i hope those people would try to be a little more sensitive towards me. i feel a sudden urge to contact someone who may be able to naturally make me forget this. but i lack the courage.
1:01 AM
 shazzy
dgreenfreak
