Friday, September 29, 2006
am taking mc today. am not ill in any particular way but am just too tired. late night sleeps and early wake-ups. after which i only have half an hour to rest before i get ready for work. of all i know, my head hurts badly at work and at times i fall asleep while doing work. unknowingly.
have to go to the doctor soon. shazran is coming along. am thinking of treating him to the movies. or arcade. but am still thinking thinking thinking.
dunno if i am going training today. firstly when i am not working i hate dragging myself to places. but i do wanna go. i need the workout. furthermore i guess it will help me alot this month. "diet" and excercise. they just gel with each other. and lastly it urks me to see someone i have lost total respect for.
my first training during the fasting month sure was testing me. am so ashamed. ashamed that i ever revered a younger player who turned out to be a selfish someone with a great sense of disrespect. so what if you're someone skilful and recognized. if respect is not what you have, dont bother satisfying yourself with the wishful thinking that you have what others want. we do not wish to be like you. we are human.
even dogs know respect.
by the way, happy 20th birthday to mus and 11th birthday to nana!
may both of you have a bright future and a wonderful birthday this year! ;)
2:09 PM
 shazzy
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