Friday, May 19, 2006
time check.
3.35 am. not insomnia.
have a "deadline" to meet. helping matk with their minor music editting. and bro's new remix for solo performance. 80 percent mj music. cracking my head to think of the songs, parts and sequence. enjoying it practically.
the thinking part is killing me. gooooood news.
i got a job!
reservations support rep.
the duties freaked me out. but. whatever.
sure i can learn to love it. anyway.
its funny how some people choose to be caught in a state of denial when everything is apparent enough to the whole world. the best thing is when you, being the onlooker, know exactly what is going on. there is too much to hide.
you already know a certain truth which totally contradicts the other. so they have to. in order to save their own asses.
yes. i am the onlooker. and i know both the truths. so quit lying. not only the truths are contradicting. your behaviour. your desires. your feelings.
they all are. im not confused.
in fact i seem to have studied.
you. sadly i cant seem to analyse the possible period you would eventually grow up. or maybe you would not.
never at all.
3:36 AM
 shazzy
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