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Friday, March 3, 2006


chatted with a good friend of mine last night. on msn. who happened to drop by my blog too. heh. haryana. was asking me regarding that guy. the one i kinda have a liking for. who in turn facies my friend. but thats a mere assumption. heh.
nice of her to want to talk about it. and to give me this super long msg. so heartwarming.
"shaz, i know it hurts so much to see the person u like, like somebody else. i have always said this n i will say this again. lovin someone does not mean possessing him, all it means is to see him happy and that is what matters most.
someday, u will find someone who loves you more than you can imagine someone loving you. n when that person comes in your life, you know he is the one and you will treasure him with all your heart cause you know that he didnt come easy.
i know how u feel shaz. sometimes no matter how much ppl say they do understand, they can never truly understand. unless they themselves go thru it or is feeling it. thats why i know wat ur goin thru cause in you, i see a lot of me.
i always believe that things do happen for a reason. tell me bout it shaz. weight issues. acne problems. everyting bout appearance. been through it. i know how impt looks are not only to most guys but also in the society.

glad i was born the way i was cause i think i grew so much from it. i am much stronger and more independent. dont think i need a guy approval to justify my beauty.
seen how many gals out there crumble because they were to eager to sastify guys. seen how they submit to them when they start their sweet talk.
n im glad. I see all this so I dont fall into this trap and I got my looks to thank. =)
thats why i say. its all about the looks. so until the day i find someone who can convince me its not bout the looks, then i know he is the guy.
so fret not, if some guy cant appreciate u rite now, he aint worth. there will be someone out there.
there will be."
oh. nicely said. thanks so much hari. =)

11:27 AM
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