Monday, February 27, 2006
bad day. bad day. bad day.
thats all i can say.
went to marina square atrium to support msaftkb for the danceworks 2006. my starts for the day were already terrible. with my moms usual nags about me being late for family events but not friends. what the hell. the thing is im always late for everything. and i repeat. everything. and i really hate it when she starts nagging to others about how i am when she doesnt really know what have been going on.
nags from mom. reflections on family problems. so much of it. getting worse. but im still staying put. faking those smiles.
okay. positive shaz. think positive.
the competition was a blast. so proud of the whole group. and the last minute ideas which i never got to see til that day. man. that zaihar guy is damn creative. good brains.
then came another hell when someone unexpectedly asked about a friend. someone i had secretly admired. argh. it was such a common thing that im getting so used to it. me liking someone who'll end up liking my own friend instead. funny. but i was fated to live that way. oh great.
then the best happened. my match against squirrettes. it was supposedly a "cool" match. a high winning chance. but yeah. i got benched 1st period. and 2nd period. which was when i was holding on too much to my anger that i cried. was too pissed. too angry. he only noticed it later during 2nd interval. and let me play for a mere total of 5 mins in the whole game. wtf. whatever. im cool now. even having 2nd thoughts about going for next week match against titans. like yeah. i might not even get to play. my benefits were only to have a better seat and a "uniform". maybe then next time i should bring a packet of popcorns. argh.
not going to give a damn about all these. whatever. 
3:09 PM
 shazzy
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