i usually blog only when i feel the need to let things out so pardon for the emo entries.

feeling down right now, though about things that are not THAT important. i hate changes. and there are somewhat alot of changes taking place that i am slowly aware of. changes not to my favor, at all. boohoo. :(

somehow i hope i can focus my mind on the more important stuff - school, work and perhaps savings? i need a DAY life. and i think i need to start being able to work and live independently. i guess im just being to dependent on my peers. i am getting to attached with some that somehow sometimes i cannot live without them.

i should start to get serious with life - let my mind rule and not my heart. cos my heart rules most of the time. i need to prioritize things that matter more than those which dont. i need to prioritize people that matter more than those who dont.

i need to stop being so childish over things. i need to tell, and i will. whether or not that person likes it, i will move on with life. at least ive done my job and so i would not regret not telling.

i hate my life.
sometimes.

was browsing around facebook when i came across something.

"if you prick us, do we not bleed? if you tickle us, do we not laugh? if you poison us, do we not die? if you wrong us, do we not revenge?"

got it from a status update of a friend.
find it pretty cool that i felt like sharing. heh.

somehow, the whole thing makes sense, doesnt it?
heh.

sidetrack, i miss my friends! :(

to start off, i was already utterly disappointed with myself for disappointing another. felt really guilty and remorseful about it.

sure i deserved that cold treatment. but ive profusely apologised as i know there was nothing much i could do to make it up. but it was even more upsetting to know that it came from my own (imaginary) daddy.

once again, im sorry.